Our half hour side Pike’s Peak journey
had turned into five hours. We stop at a gift shop at the mountain’s
base. Leigh looks at the jewelry. Everything is 50% off. I try on
a ring, which I never do, and walk away. I came back, put it on and
buy it. It’s $16.50 with the discount. Lovely, solidly built
sterling silver with malachite setting. I feel , as I did with the
turquoise ring I bought 15 years ago, that it was waiting for me.
The turquoise ring was in a
display in one of the gypsy booths at the mall near where we live.
It had caught my attention and I tried it on. It fit perfectly.
It was 25% off. I left, returned a week later. It was 30% off.
I thought about it and left again, knowing that it could easily
be gone at any time,. I went back two more times until it was 50%
off. It was still there waiting. I bought it. It’s
been on my finger ever since. Is it a mystical thing? Is it special?
No. It was just waiting for me and now we’re together. I think
much of the time in the universe, that’s the way things work.
I go out and kill time outside
the Pike’s Peak shop when a
couple young guys in a cheap compact pull in. I strike up a conversation
with the one who stayed outside, Dan. “Yeah, I’m from
Chicago,” he says. “We flew in, rented a car and we’re
just tooling around Colorado. We wanted to see Pike’s Peak
but they said the clouds rolled in and they’re not letting
anyone in.”
So once again Leigh and I rode with the moment, accidentally discovering
the road, going up in the morning and coming down at 1 p.m. just
ahead of the clouds.
When Leigh is done shopping
she calls Sherry, whose husband John just recently died, tells
her we’re running late but that we’d
be there. We head to Salida, home of one of my favorite western writers,
Steve Frazee.
I had done an extensive, in-depth
article on him years ago. Several of his books were made into movies.
He was thorough and researched his material before he wrote. Like
Louis L’Amour, what he wrote
was the truth about life in the Old West.
We go through Salida, up the
state highway, turn off on a dirt road, drive up three miles, punch
the numbers on an iron security gate which opens with a laborious
creaking. We drive another quarter mile up a narrow one-lane dirt
road lined with Ponderosa pine and other pines I don’t know. After much slow winding over the rough
dirt lane, we’re suddenly facing a two story log house that
looks like a small palace.
We hadn’t been here in
10 years, but nothing has changed.
Sherry and John started building it when they were 60- years- old
and spent six years working on it by hand, from hewing the logs to
constructing their own irrigation and electrical power systems.
Sherry is a tall, 80-year-old
woman, who is one of the classiest persons I’ve ever known. She’s
quiet, articulate, and knowledgeable about everything from cleaning
wood to knowing all the flora and fauna. Her conversation moves
from antiques, history, and music to literature and gardening.
We spend the evening talking. Sherry needs to talk about John.
They’d been married 53 years. I had no idea while we wile
away the hours, that John is with us. I make drinks for Leigh and
me and the three of us talk in the large living room whose wood
walls are lined with antiques. A fugue is playing in the background
on NPR.
We tell her about Pike’s
Peak. She nods with old familiarity and says that John was a very
sought after engineer. Because of this they had lived in several
countries.
“Yes, John spent a year up there doing research,” she
said. “He used to get so mad because in the winter he’d
be snowed in for a month at a time.”
I quietly sip my vodka and
tonic as my big adventure on Pike’s
Peak slowly sinks into proper perspective.
As we rise to prepare for bed,
Sherry goes over to an urn. “Goodnight,
John.”
It takes me by surprise. I
had noticed the pictures of him on the wall and at one point had
walked over to study them more closely. I didn’t even notice
the urn on the stand below the pictures.
“Some people tell me I’m crazy for keeping his ashes
here, but I don’t care,” Sherry says. “I don’t
care what anybody thinks. I want him here.”
I nod. John’s been a silent partner in our evening discussions.
I bow my head good night to the urn and know, somehow, in some way,
he’s been here, enjoying the company, looking after Sherry.