“A hawk soared in the shimmering blue air above him,
circling first wide, then narrowing into a graceful inward spiral.” Chapter 16
We head out this morning south on 25. Our
destination is Las Cruces. Leigh studies the Triple A book and
says, “Truth or Consequences has a museum and usually the
small town museums are really good for a couple of hours.”
I have my doubts about visiting a town whose residents would
rename it for a game show. What were they thinking?
The museum turns out to be a fascinating
place. It’s a
series of little buildings, each added as the museum grew. There
is the ubiquitous room of prehistoric pottery, beads and arrowheads.
I’ve looked at more pottery than any 21st century white
man should. I move on to an old log cabin furnished with bed,
table, tools and weapons. It’s exotic and depressing.
There’s much here about Geronimo, one of history’s
best guerilla fighters. He killed a lot of American and Mexican
soldiers before he was captured and turned into a pet.
And of course there’s a room devoted
to Ralph Edwards and his show, Truth or Consequences. The museum
just kept going from added building to added building.
I finish the tour before Leigh because
I don’t spend the
same amount of time reading, absorbing.
I flit. Skim. So I go out to the bookstore,
looking for a book about Mildred Cusey, a New Mexico prostitute
in the early 20th century who became a very powerful political
figure (behind the scenes) and charitable person who helped
a lot of people less fortunate. (Nothing melts my heart faster
than a successful, good-hearted prostitute. And while I say
this lightly, read the book to see the abuse she was subjected
to, and how she rose above it, becoming financially successful,
keeping a sense of humor and helping others along the way.
Your profession doesn’t
matter. The kind of person you are does matter).
I find the book, then go back looking for
Leigh. I return to the Geronimo room and that’s when I see it: a small photograph
on a corner wall. I had missed it before because I was too busy
focusing on Geronimo. It’s a group photo of some captured
Apaches in front of a train. There’s a blow-up of a woman.
She is stunningly beautiful, high cheek bones, a thick mane of
hair, a look of pride, dignity and fearlessness on her face.
She is captivating and I find myself almost hypnotized, transported
back the hot, dusty days when both the U.S. Army and Mexican
army hunted down the fearless Apaches. She was the sister of
Victorio, who fought against both the U. S. and Mexico who were
determined to exterminate the Apaches.
Lozen finally surrendered to the U.S. Army and died in a Florida
prison camp at the age of 50 of tuberculosis.
To discover a picture and biography of
this woman in a dusty little museum in the area where she lived
and fought means so much more than just reading an account
in a book. You’re
breathing the air, feeling the same dry hot wind, and the same
dust that she did.
Lozen. Expert rider, warrior, psychic and
healer. Good with a gun. I can’t get her off my mind.
So many discoveries. I learn here also about the Apache Kid
who
I’d never heard of and read about him last night. An Apache
who’d been captured by another band of Indians, then adopted
by a white general, joined the army and was considered a top
scout. Good looking and graceful, he was popular with the women.
Then after a mistake on his part and some lies from the whites,
he became one of the most feared and sought after outlaws of
the time. Came to a violent end, being ambushed, shot in the
throat and chest, then beheaded. The man who killed him boiled
his head until only the skull was left and collected the reward.
Listening to the news these days, nothing much has changed.
The rest of the trip is 75 mph highway with plains and majestic
mountains shrouded in blue mist that give them an unearthly quality
in which gods still live.
We make it to Las Cruces about 4 p.m. Check
into the mostel and drive to a natural history museum in a
mall. It turns out to be nothing. But we do find a great restaurant
overlooking the city, with the best food we’ve on the
whole trip. The motel is quiet and pleasant. We check our emails
on the computer in the lobby. The rooms are adobe style with
a lot of space and light. We take it easy, read, nap, and talk
about our upcoming last two days.